A bit of a depressing post this time folks.... I wrote before about my childhood love with music and the development of my musical tastes.
As my current mood is not a particularly great one, one of deep sadness, hurt and heartache, I thought that I would write a little post about the music of a break up. Some to ease the pain, some that are the musical equivalent of rubbing salt into an open wound.
1)
Throughout my relationship history, there has been one band that I have never associated with a partner, they have been mine, the soundtrack of my life and the only thing I can listen to and not cry over the loss of something truly beautiful. Their music makes me look to the future, gives me hope that I will get through and reassure me that I am beautiful, talented and something worth holding onto.
This band (as mentioned before) is incubus:
Plus looking at Brandon Boyd makes me feel a whole lot better!
2)A little self pity is inevitable during a break up, so there are a few songs that I like to listen to that just rub the pain in, ones that I can cry to,or scream to. Torturing myself over the loss of love is something I like to draw out.
Minus the Bear:
My favourite line "We look good side by side, walking back to the hotel" - something I used to think everytime I would walk alongside him.
3)
This is another one that I love to cry to:
4)
and another:
5)
This one is a little unusual, But it was one of the songs that when I listened to it, I would always think of weekends together, brunching together on a hangover. He stopped me from taking myself too seriously, learning to enjoy love and enjoy life...and what beautiful and precious miracle life is.
Live each day to the full and experience everything that is possible.
And on one final note: if I was to end it all, this would be the last song I listen to:
Monday 5 March 2012
Sorry I haven't been here for a bit
Sorry that I haven't updated this blog for a while... I have been going through a tough time with a break up, finding a place to stay and cope with the agony and heartbreak of ending a truly perfect (and short) life with someone.
My soulmate, my lobster, the love of my life, I will love you until my last breath.
Banbury
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